I Never Get What I Want

Very often I never get what I expected for in life. For example, I applied for teacher's Training and I was so confident that I would get the interview and enter the college. However, it was beyond my expectation. I was so disappointed when I did not get it. The moral of this story is I should not be over confident. It's good to be confident. However, being over confident isn't a good thing, and do not be too negative in life. Stay positive. I expect to get good results in my studies. However, most of the time, I fail to achieve my target or my goal even though I've tried my best in it. Life is very competitive and challenging. Is competition a good thing? I should learn to be satisfied and thankful with what I have. In life, when we have achieved something, we want more thing. In life, we expects a lot. We should humble ourselves and put God first in our life. Another attitude of mine is I always want to be others. For example, when people are better in their studies, I want to compete and be better. Most of the time, I can't be better. I feel disappointed easily. From now onward, I should learn to be thankful with what I have, just put the best efforts in my work and leave the rest to God. I am the one who decide and let God plans for everything. This way, life is always happy.

Last Saturday's Activities

Last Saturday, I had a busy day. I had my MUET exam for 3 papers [listening, reading and writing] components. Reading was the hardest part as I did not have enough time to answer even though I was given half an hour extra time. There are 45 questions for reading and the passages is very long and hard to understand. How to improve my reading? It can't be achieved by overnight. I have to do lots of practices. Listening was the easiest part. Initially, I was told that our exam was from 8 a.m. to 12 p.m. However, I was informed at the last minute that handicapped students will be given half an hour extra for each paper. So my exam was until 2 p.m. I didn't bring much food and I was hungry. Since my exam was extended to 2 pm, i had to call my father to pick me up at that time and inform my piano teacher as normally my piano class is on Saturday afternoon at 1 p.m.Report writing was also difficult. I had finger-cramp for one whole day. After the exam, I was down with flu, cough, body ache and sore throat until today. On that same day, It was the election day of Sarawak. Barisan National won the election.

I Had A Bad Day

Yesterday, I had such an unlucky and bad day. It was the worst day I ever had in my life. I thanked God that other days will be better. It started in the morning. It actually it started on Tuesday afternoon when I went home from school. I felt offended by my resors friends. They always say words which can offend me. My class teacher asked me and my two other resors friends to go down to the resors room so that one of them, who is partially blind could read the notes for me yesterday. However, I already had problem with her. Since the teacher asked me to go down, we had to follow. My friends did not want to read for me and they kept gossiping about me. I went in to the resors room angrily with a serious face and bang my brailler. When my resors teacher asked what had happened, I didn't answer. I cried two times in school. No one talked to me in the resors room and I felt alone. When my sighted friends asked me, I told them my problem and cried a second time- a very bad cry. In the afternoon, when my mum picked me home, I received a bad news again. I actually applied for Teachers' training College to be a teacher using my SPM results. However, my application was rejected. I am not even called for interview. I was so sad and disappointed as I hope I can get out of Form 6. Yesterday, I didn't take my breakfast in school. I also lose my appetite to eat during lunch time. I cried again as I want to be a teacher. I would like to appeal. but how? What should I do? Then, I prayed to God. As I prayed, I cried. I felt that God heard my cry. I prayed that God will give me the best plans and strengths to face all the challenges in life. Sometimes, I feel that no one love me in school and nobody is sincere to me. I feel that I am hopeless in Form6. Even though my teachers have given me the encouragement to succeed in my studies, I still feel hopeless and no confidence. When I'm tired, I just go to sleep. How? How? How? How to force myself to study? I often have headache and pain. So I can't study.I cried four times yesterday. I felt weak and sick. Dear readers, that's all for my sharing today. Please do not ask me who have hurt me and please keep these confidential. Thank You.

Learning Experience

On the 8th and the 9th of April, I attended a workshop at Blind Centre, Kuching, Sarawak. All the blind were invited to attend the workshop. I have learnt many things during the workshop. Yesterday, SPA came to teach us how to register and apply for jobs. Today, Jabatan Kerja Malaysia or Malaysia Jobs helpers came and taught as well. We had to fill in our information such as name, house address, SPM/PMR results, and so on to apply a job. The job must be something we think that we can do. Next, assistants from Paybills Malaysia came to teach us how to pay bills online. However, I only learnt halfway and missed a lot as I had to rush home for piano lesson this afternoon. I also missed this afternoon's session which is e-commerce. Never mind I thought. I still have a long journey. I was glad to meet my old friends again. We have not been together for years and finally we met again this two days. I was shocked and glad to meet Cikgu Rahim and Cikgu Fadzlin yesterday. They also came to teach us. In the two days time, I really enjoyed and learnt new esxperiences. It was a wonderful experience. Hopefully this workshop will be conducted again in the coming years.

UNTIMELY DEATHS-Interesting

WHEN SOMEONE DIES A TRAGIC DEATH, WE ALWAYS SAY IT WAS HIS TIME, HOWEVER AFTER READING THIS IT MAY NOT BE SO TRUE. IN TODAYS SOCIETY WE NEED JESUS MORE THAN EVER AND SHOULD CERTAINLY CONTINUE TO PRAY AND PRAY. PEACE AND EVERYTHING GOOD.














D ID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS?








I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW















Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death!















Make a personal reflection about this.....















Very interesting, read until the end.....












It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7):


















'Be not deceived; God is not mocked:












for whatsoever a man sow,












that shall he also reap.


















Here are some men and women












who mocked God :















John Lennon (Singer):















Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said:















'Christianity will end, it will disappear.












I do not have to argue about












that. I am certain.















Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, today we are more famous than Him' (1966).















Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times.


















Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil ):












During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency.















Sure he got the votes, but he got sick a day before being made President, then he died.















Cazuza (Bi-sexual Brazilian composer, singer and poet):












During A show in Canecio ( Rio de Janeiro ),















while smoking his cigarette, he puffed out some smoke into the air and said:'God, that's for you.'















He died at the age of 32 of LUNG CANCER in a horrible manner.















The man who built the Titanic















After the construction of Titanic, a reporter asked him how safe the Titanic would be.















With an ironic tone he said:












'Not even God can sink it'















The result: I think you all know what happened to the Titanic


















Marilyn Monroe (Actress)















She was visited by Billy Graham during a presentation of a show.












He said the Spirit of God had sent him to preach to her.












After hearing what the Preacher had to say, she said:












'I don't need your Jesus'.















A week later, she was found dead in her apartment















Bon Scott (Singer)












The ex-vocalist of the AC/DC. On one of his 1979 songs he sang:












'Don't stop me; I'm going down all the way, down the highway to hell'.















On the 19th of February 1980 , Bon Scott was found dead, he had been choked by his own vomit.















Campinas (IN 2005)












In Campinas , Brazil a group of friends, drunk, went to pick up a friend.....












The mother accompanied her to the car and was so worried about the drunkenness of her friends and she said to the daughter holding her hand, who was already seated in the car:















'My Daughter, Go With God And May He Protect You.'












She responded: 'Only If He (God) Travels In The Trunk, Cause Inside Here......It' s Already Full '















Hours later, news came by that they had been involved in a fatal accident, everyone had died,












the car could not be recognized what type of car it had been, but surprisingly, the trunk was intact.















The police said there was no way the trunk could have remained intact. To their surprise, inside the trunk was a crate of eggs, none was broken















Christine Hewitt (Jamaican Journalist and entertainer)
said the Bible (Word of God) was the worst book ever written.















In June 2006 she was found burnt beyond recognition in her motor vehicle.













Many more important people have forgotten that there is no other name that was given so much authority as the name of Jesus.















Many have died, but only Jesus died and rose again, and he is still alive.















'Jesus'















PS: If it was a joke, you would have sent it to everyone.
So are you going to have courage to send this?.












I have done my part, Jesus said












'If you are embarrassed about me,












I will also be embarrassed about you before my father.'












You are my 8 in 8 seconds. I am not breaking this. No way!












I'M TOLD THIS WORKS!!!!! Bishop T.D. Jakes '8 Second Prayer.' Just repeat this prayer and see how God moves!!












'Lord, I love you and I need you, come into my heart, and bless me, my family, my home, and my friends, in Jesus' name. Amen.'












Pass this message to 8 people {EXCEPT YOU AND ME}. I Hope that you don't ignore and
let God bless you .













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To those soon-to-be SENIOR Citizens

The Secrets of Old Age

Before middle age – Do not fear!



After middle age – Do not regret!



Life ends; when you stop Dreaming,
Hope ends; when you stop Believing,
Love ends; when you stop Caring,
And Friendship ends; when you stop Sharing.







Enjoy Your Life While You Can

Do not wait til you cannot even walk just to be sorry and to regret.

As long as it is physically possible, visit places you wish to visit.

When there is an opportunity, get together with old classmates, old colleagues & old friends.

The gathering is not just about eating; it’s just that there is not much time left.

Money kept in the banks may not be really yours.

When it is time to spend, just spend, treat yourself well as you’re getting old.

Whatever you feel like eating, just eat! It is most important to be happy.

Food which are good for health – eat often and more but that is not everything.

Things which are not good for health – eat less once in a while but do not abstain from them totally

Treat sickness with optimism. Whether you are poor or rich,

everyone has to go through the birth, aging, sickness and death. There is no exception, that’s life.

Do not be afraid or worried when you are sick.

Settle all the outstanding issues before hand and you will be able to leave without regret.

Let the doctors handle your body, God handle your life, but be in charge of your own moods.

If worries can cure your sickness, then go ahead and worry.

If worries can prolong your life, then go ahead and worry.

If worries can exchange for happiness, then go ahead and worry.

Our kids will make their own fortune.

Look After Four Old Treasures





1. Your old body – pay more attention to health, you can only rely on yourself in this.

2. Retirement funds – money that you have earned, it is best to keep them yourself.

3. Your old companion – treasure every moment with your other half, one of you will leave first.

4. Your old friends – seize every opportunities to meet up with your friends, Such opportunities will become rare as time goes by.

Everyday you MUST smile and laugh

Running water does not flow back. So is life, make it happy!