Dear readers,
I'm so sorry for not posting here for 1 month. I've been busy with my STPM exam which will start from 21st November till 14th December. Lately, I often get sick. I've not been feeling very well. I suffer from consequences already. During my first mock last month, I was down with flu, cough and unable to sleep. My sickness got worse now and I'm really depressed. I worry a lot. I wake up too frequently during the nights or wake up too early. I've migraine. My eyes are hurt and I've headache. Since my exam will be in 2 weeks time, I think I just could try my best. I'm not able to prepare well for this very important exam as I often get sick and I feel very weak. At times, I feel moody and uninterested to study. I feel the bitterness in my heart. I try to pray and read the Bible but the devil is always attacking me and when I'm weak, instead of praying, I grumble a lot to God. I pray that God will forgive my sins. Please pray for my health and exam. I really worry if I fall sick during the exam. I hope I won't fall sick during exam. After 14th December, I'll update my blog daily. Please be patient. For the time being, please just read whatever articles that I've posted here.
God bless everyone.
dear ruth, i know u're really worried about your exams. i understand that the exam is something stressful for you and you are under a lot of pressure. but your level of stress is taking its toll on your health. it is ok to feel moody and uninterested to study at times. don't beat yourself up for that. its normal because i also experience that on and off. i believe that you can get through this exam well, but you have to promise yourself that you will get enough sleep and not torture your mind too much as well kay. you need ample sleep to have a strong mind that can process information well. am praying for you too. take care dear sis.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much dear sis. I went to see the doctor yesterday. He said I've pressure. I'll see the doctor again next week. I feel that if I don't get A or B it's okay as long as my value is not judged by stpm but my relationship with God.
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